Somehow he resemble my grandmother, it just makes me missed her even more and makes me wonder what have I been doing for the nineteen years of my life. Seriously, what have I been doing?
Doing nothing, unlike other people, being so classy and mature. Work all day long and I'm busy slacking away. Shall stop my nonsense right now.
This attachment is getting nowhere. I really hope these four days during attachment will be a fruitful memories for me. Just end asap, I feel so spiritually drained. How am I gonna survive my three month of attachment? :/ This is nuts. I will be falling away so badly :( Who is going to save me by then?
