Wasting most of my time doing nothing for today. Didn't went to church in the morning, I can't figure out why :/ Just don't have the mood to go church. Sigh. What am I thinking now? I don't know what do I srsly wants. Sometimes I just feel that I'm all alone when I'm in church even though the people there might be friendly towards me. I just can't treat you like somebody I knew for a long time. Maybe I just need time to know them well or I'm just not that outgoing. Just some introvert freak. Sigh sigh sigh. Tomorrow will be working morning shift again, pray that my legs will ache that much. PLEASE DONT ACHE!
Suddenly I feel as though I lose faith in God.
What should I do?
