First prayer on stage

Never felt so relieve before until I did a prayer on stage. A gush of emotions filled my hearts till the brim. Unimaginable feeling, just realized how much I've done during my prayer with God and it's so vital. Without it, I would have just crumble and fall long time ago. Thank you Lord so much for everything! Though recently I felt so rejected somehow, people just dipped out on me consistently. Aching in my heart which will never heal so easily.Whether is it the victim or the other it's equally pernicious. *Recuperation for my heart in progress*

Sometimes I  shouldn't have time on my time,

it's killing me.
#praypraypray #healhealheal
Am i shutting everybody out?