Just a simple goodbye is able to make me tear so much.
I'm just one emotional guy. Sigh. Every moment I think of my Grandma, I really felt that I didn't do my best as a grandson. I really needa start spending time with her. I don't wanna regret it in the future. COME ON DERRICK! initiate initiate initiate.
I shall just spend my Sunday with her to her church. 
May God be with me.