Im trying to fill my head with happy thoughts but eventually my heart will wanna disappeared and escape from the reality. There's nothing i can do to stop it. Fuck!
Mj with some of my friends who lived around in the noon. Im was like in the suey-ness period of my life again. Keep on fao-pao like nobody business. Srsly suck to the core. But at the last round im still able to earn back some of my loss . That's some kinda of miracle i believe in.....
After that went to play badminton with my uncle and some of my cousins. Played non-stop for 1 and a half hour. Playing badminton really helps me to calm myself down.. at least im able to relax and wore myself out after so longgggg.
Im tired tired tired tired tired tiredddddddddddddddddddddd.
Is this what kinda of ending i wanted?
happy ending?
goodfriend?
But the way I feel, you are just not being yourself.
you are just like entertaining me that's all.
I really dont know what to do now
Sigh...
