I'm not okay

I wanna talk to you sooooooooo much but i just couldn't do so. I need to refrain myself from doing so to prevent myself from falling deeper. I'm sorry for being so selfish. But there's nothing i can do beside trying to avoid you.

Today, i learn STATS and key in data for the time, srsly I feel so noob but at least now I know something better than nothing. All thanks to SIHUI & KAIXIN for teaching me :D And thank OLIVIA for tapping card for me & borrowing her laptop to me :D

Hope you will like the gift that I gave you yesterday.

Till the day I can face you,
It might shows that I'm okay.
But not my heart is absolutely not alright, I couldnt bluff myself anymore.
I'm just trying to be okay on the external that's all.