I feel nothing

Im not myself. I just can't feel energetic at all. feeling tired, sleepy, moodiness, lonely, sick and was dazing throughout the day. Just feel like Rotanddie. I just lost the emotion of happy, I just couldn't be happy now. Just can't be. Im like causing my grpmates to feel so down too, sorry guys.

Darkness has fallen, I only could see darkness and not light. Maybe it should be from the beginning.

Rejection? Acception? Hurt me? Love me? Kill me? Save me? Losing the war? winning the war? More than friends? Less than lover? Stranger? Lover?
Im not in any of those above. Im just in between all of them, just in between....

It's just gonna end soon, I'm just waiting.
DLJH will never be the same again.